Saturday, May 23, 2009

Mix Feeling...

Today is my brother's birthday.He get matriculation offer...A nice present for his 18th birthday.As his brother,all I can do is support for sure.

There are a lot of story behind my brother and I.He is going to negeri sembilan tomorrow....Well...leaving me again.The beginning of the year,he went to work in Genting Old Town Coffee Shop there.When I was alone at home,I thought that I am going to be very happy,but....that wasn't how I really feel.....

He is leaving me again.This time for study....How did I feel??? Honestly...I don't really know how I feel...Haix.....

Nobody gonna fold clothes for me,wash those clothes at night,wash the plates,collect those clothes..... And...I can't listen to those lovely guitar songs again.....

During school days,its quite happy once I open the door,seeing that dude in the living room playing the computer.But...beginning from tomorrow,everything gonna change....change completely.... Nobody gonna try to stop me using the motorcycle,nobody gonna wake me up accidentally on the midnight.

Haix....really sad you know....Quarelling is a matter...but sometimes...its hard to say you know...If it wasn't the stupid exam tomorrow...I guess I am following the entire family to send my brother to Negeri 9.....Really hard to express my following.Its really hard to say good bye you know.....He is my brother.My only brother who grows up with me,playing,doing all sorts of crazy stuff...together for 17 years.......

Well,I can't say anything.All I can do is,pray for him.Hope that he will do his best in this Matriculation,and hope that I can pass my SPM with flying colours....

Its weird to say this...But,I have to say...I will certainly miss him


AND I AM PROUD OF HIM TOO!!!!!

1 comment:

  1. A time will come when we have to say goodbye in our life to people that we love and we have to make a choice that will bring us far away from them....but that does not mean that it is the end...it only means that things will be different and every moment together from then onwards will be MORE PRECIOUS and MEANINGFUL.And we will be reminded over and over again to appreciate it while we can...

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