C-某之谈

夜谈。

2010-04-07T20:49:00.000-07:00

晚上十一点半左右，我的眼睛还是对着那电脑荧幕，脑子里还是为自己的前途烦恼着，心想，中六还是拉曼大学？成绩差强人意，不上不下，也可谓人生中的一大悲事，6A4B，4B真的好像中了TOTO般, 华语会拿到个B+也是个预料中的事,可是令我万万想不到的是,我的三个科学科目竟然也拿了B (BIO B,CHEM&PHYSIC B+),真是人算不如天算,原本以为历史这个废科拿定了B,好玩不玩玩出个A来,回头想起来,那些花在科学的心思也真有点不值.即使是中六,也有两条路可以走,理科或文科.如果拉曼大学,就肯定是工程系,这些东西在我脑海里徘徊近一个月了,令人不解的是,我竟然还做不了个决定?也真有够奇怪的.

这时候,我听见了楼上房门被打开的声音,心想,八成九是老爸睡不着了,随之而来的是熟悉的楼梯脚步声,老爸下来了,我开口问道:"爸,不睡啊?"老爸答道:"吃粽子",看着老爸拖着沉重的身子缓缓向厨房的方向走去,随后到客厅坐在沙发上吃粽子,客厅里只有我们父子俩,屋外不时有几阵狗吠声,打破客厅的沉默,最后老爸终于出声了,"阿弟啊,做么你到现在都还没有给我一个决定将你要读哪里啊?我一问人家JONATHAN它可以直接答我他要坐飞机师,要去澳洲读书,为什么你还没有个决定的?"我心想,好了咯,今晚又有得听了,我直接答道:"他也还没有定要去那里读,只是暂定罢了",最后还是被老爸叫去沙发那坐下听他说话,说的都是关于前途的话,老爸曾告诉过我,他的学识程度只有区区的PMR,他知道自己读不好书后,立志要出来打工,开泥机车,在山笆里工作,告诉我自己必须立定目标,为自己的前途着想.

回想起上次的假期,老妈带我老远从吉兰丹到森美兰州的KGV学校问关于我入校的事情,到了那里,一位老师看了看我的成绩,说我成绩不错,学校肯收,只是怕没位子收,能说的是,那间学校的环境是一级棒的,全部学生都是以英语来跟彼此沟通,恐怖的是,他们的英语真的是标准到吓死人的.回家途中,想想,如果没有位该怎么办?中华?老爸老妈又反对,哎呀,左右为难....

我不得不承认,老爸得确实很啰嗦,可是老爸的一番心意,我这个做儿子的,其实也懂得.尤其是老爸,今年都四十九岁了,我这个做儿子的还让他担心,不是也觉得自己真的有点不孝.话说回来,老爸虽然书读不多,可是说起人生道理来却是头头是道,就这样,昨晚我们父子俩,在一个沉默的夜晚里谈着天,说着地,由头到尾,我看得出老爸最放不下心的,还是我这个做小儿子的,希望我早日做好决定,为自己的前途好好的思考,并作个决定.老哥早就在外面读书了,老爸也没什么要操心老哥的.老爸及老妈担心我的前途,我也明白,这是很正常的,能说的是,船到桥头自然直,就让时间的流逝,为我的前途,作出个了断.

狂写

2009-12-08T04:11:00.000-08:00

近来看报纸看到实在吞不下火了，决定爆发出来。

1)反贪委员会主席，“阿末塞忆”老先生对赵明福的死亡作出的评论，“赵明福的事件只是小是一桩，我们还处理过更严重的事情”，干！明福死了，他的亲朋戚友都够伤心了，你还在人家伤口上撒盐，真有够鸟的，人家的命给你玩死了啦，还讲废话，不负责也就算了，还要疯言狗语，真是有够鸟的。更过分的是这句“如果被盘问的人忍不住压力跳楼我也没办法啊！”白痴一只，人家寻死，你不能去阻止吗？头脑用来干吗？肃贪不成也就算了，还要到处乱讲话，马来西亚贪污排名一跌再跌，亏你这条老狗去年还答应要把排名拉上前三十名，承若要彻查种种贪污事件，现在却拍拍屁股，一走了之，巴生港口自由贸易区弊案？前雪州大臣基尔的洋房？老查的沙爹屋？“一言即出，四马难追”，讲到确做不到，你还是个男人吗老末？

2)接下来，干训局，想到干训局就想到马公公，老马啊老马，年迈八十了咯，不要玩政治了啦，留给年轻人玩就好了，您心脏衰竭，不要刺激自己了啦，小心自己搞到自己心脏停止跳动，“町冬呛”就不好了，学学伯拉啦，在花园种种花，给花浇浇水，不是好咯，何必大大声出来告诉大家你是个种族主义者？当然啦，就算你不讲出来大家都知道啦，现在提倡“一个大马，ONE MALAYSIA”，不是你那个时候的“家家酒”，每天挑起种族主义，搞得大马没有安宁，难得现在团结越来越接近了，您还是闭上嘴巴，好好回家休息吧，免得让更多人憎恨你这白痴。

说到干训局，更不能忘记我们尊贵的副首相，“牧油丁先生”，“干训局的课程内容没有问题，不许要修改”，看来老牧是老了，眼睛看不清楚了，耳朵也聋了，就连他的同胞都站出来说干训局课程内容有问题，老牧还在“装傻扮蒙”，连首相署部长纳兹理都看不顺眼了，大大声喊老马为“BLOODY RACIST”,老牧你还帮老马说好话？你哪根筋不对啊老牧？花时间帮忙挑起种族主义，不如花时间想想要如何承认独中的文凭啦？全世界的先进国家争着要独中生的效劳，难得独中生爱国想为国家贡献，岂知这么多年过了，老牧还是以那句“独中生的文凭不符合大马教育政策”来解释，这算是哪门子的理由？干！

3)亨利的手球，为法国带来了胜利，一掌就足以讲全部爱尔兰人的心打碎，佩服佩服！法国人，血里流着“傲慢”与“自满”。对我来说，亨利的做法，就像是小偷，光明正大的跑进店里偷东西，然后告诉大家说，我是有偷东西，但我不是警察，也不是法官，你拿我奈何？以这种方式晋级世界杯，是一种耻辱。亨利是出来道歉了，那又如何？事实仍然无法改变，法国看上去是晋级了，但事实上确是出局了，赢得了比赛，输掉了颜面，就算赢得了世界杯，也不会受到多少青睐，法国人既然坚持以这种方式羞辱自己，那就请便吧！

以上事间仅为本人之评论及意见，若有不满，欢迎批评。

博利亚。梁

2009-11-05T05:37:00.000-08:00

近来我的班来了个新生，博利亚。梁。博利亚哥今年十七岁，有着一身像Kanye West的黑皮肤，身材一流，口才更是一鸣惊人，笑起来可以把天下间的女人都弄晕，他不止精通国语和华语，就连英语都难不倒他，大老远从印度的新德理(New Delhi)来的他，能讲出比现任美国总统Barrack Obama还流利的英语，小的可真佩服佩服。可是这不是重点，今天，我所要分享的是关于博大哥的“鸟”。

正如我所说的，博哥是外国人，来到了吉兰丹，博哥很快就学会了本地的吉兰丹话，俗称“BAHASA KELATE”，不但如此，博哥还精通，客话，福建话，印度话等语言。可是，偏偏就是“老博”喜欢吃屎，不管什么屎，只要是有屎就必吃无疑，到处散播其口臭味，真是可悲，有人不做偏要做畜生，善哉善哉！

话说三天前，我的班举办了年度PARTY，拍了不少照片，放上了面子书(FACEBOOK)。放上面子书后，老博第一个上去留言，像只失去控制的疯狗般，胡乱咬人，真是他x的，5Science1做PARTY关到你娘事咩？爽不爽又到处留言乱咬人，人家说“人不犯我，我不犯人”，可是你这只黑狗大概不明白人类的道理，喜欢到处去人家的面子书PROFILE咬人,看到不爽的照片就像被鬼上身似的乱乱批评人家，莫名其妙。老天的失算。。。。

昨天的故事也蛮不错的，下课时，我跟伟胜上四楼去找朋友聊聊天，半路遇到博哥[博哥在校内的校草比赛获得最“哭”奖]，便随口问问伟胜为什么他(伟胜)那么酷，便上楼了，不久后，我们两个便下楼了，这是，老博像是Max Payne那样在楼梯旁静候我俩的到来，伟胜先下楼，过后到我，岂知老博哥早已埋伏好，待我下楼时便撞向我，随即便问我“你要跟我打架是不是？”，可能是我耳朵不好，听成了“你要我咬你是不是？”。这时，我不假思索的推回这条死老狗一把，告诉他“我很怕”。真是个大白痴，智商超低的，只会使用暴力，真是鸟到不行。。。。

老博哥虽然很“哭”，可是我很同情他，可怜的他，竟然患有精神分裂症，前一阵子还对着电脑自言自语。老博哥自己有个面子书，过后又多开一个面子书跟自己对话，我的妈妈咪呀，真是悲啊。老博哥的病情竟然严重到会使用全世界的博士都无法明白的英语自言自语，真是可悲。更吓人的是，老博哥还会用他那“吓死人”的英语留言，让人家的头脑运动，去明白他所要表达的东西，简直是比揭开达文西密码还有趣。令我感到更怪的是，除了老博哥本身知道自己所想表达的东西以外，我想世界上大概没有人类可以清楚的翻译出他所要表达的东西，因此本人也欲在此向各界天才求助，好翻译老博哥的英语。

博利亚。梁，世纪一大败类，他的出现，是老天的失算，老天啊，快救救他吧！

p/s:我终于看到了一个大马，在SABAH的MARIANA UNDA凭9A1B的成绩却什么东西都没有，连MATRIKULASI都没有，申请不到的原因，其母并非土族，敬爱的首相先生，这就是“一个大马”？在一个“公平”的情况下竞争？口说无凭，以行动证明吧。。。

骂达

2009-09-21T22:07:00.000-07:00

何谓骂达？MATA(请用广东话读)更正确的称呼是警察。大马的警察，PDRM，皇家警队，听名字觉得杀气腾腾，可是事实上确实是蛮可悲的。唉，回到森美兰短短的三天就看到了我国“眼睛”的表现了。话说那一天礼拜四，我跟家里的俩老往西马飞去，到达首都市区时已是下午六时半许，加上老天不作美的情形，遇上塞车真的很令人烦恼。塞车管塞车，当我们被夹在路中间时，我的车旁出现了一辆“骂达车”，司机是名巫裔警察，我一眼望去，不敢相信自己的眼睛，我的眼前竟然有一位骂达在一边开车一边讲电话，单手握着驾驶盘，谈笑风生。哇，我把所看到的告诉前面的俩老，他们都摇摇头，老天，知法犯法，干！骂达应该是要执法，禁止公路使用者一边开车一边讲电话，可是，我眼前的这名大佬，竟然明知故犯。。。。善哉善哉！

佳节期间，公路车祸是无法避免的，短短的三天，C－某我就目睹了7，8 场车祸，马路如虎口，真的不是假的。可是我国的骂达都实行了态度行动20了，没错是20，车祸率呢？可怜。。。不知该怎么形容，有一宗车祸，地点位于森美兰的芦骨，不幸身亡的是一名印裔，死亡原因『未及时接受治疗。这名可怜的印裔，被撞后仍然有一线生机，一位善心人士好心抱起他，抱上警车，希望警方可以把伤者送去医院，可是骂达竟然拒绝，说什么不可以离开现场，是他们工作的Process。事后还有不知哪位森州的什么警察总监的白痴站出来为警察辩护。说起来也蛮气人的，不载人也就算了，还要拔枪出来吓众，真是鸟。人家说，救人一命，胜造七级浮屠，这些白痴，以无法说服人的理由来说服众人，真的是白痴，他X的，还要拔枪示众。。。。老天爷救救这群白痴吧！

在文丁通往SEMENYIH的路途中，又遇到一场车祸，这次的案发地点离警局大约4－5公里，不算太远，我看看案发现场，看到一辆扑腾杀家撞向我们的路，接着入眼的是一名看似老犀牛的中年肥汉，用他手上那破旧的头盔愤怒的敲打那扑腾的车镜，好像鬼上身似的，不停敲打车镜。不远处，看到四位穿着反光衣的帅哥，手上持着记录板，腰间一把手枪，啊！多么萧洒诱人啊！四位帅哥看到了发疯的犀牛后，还是没有反应，以每小时0.001公里的速度往案发现场飞去。娘的，这就是大马皇家警察部队，有车祸发生，他们的速度惊人，效率一流，到了案发现场，东看西看下，这边量几下那边又量几下，过后问问路人一些问题，碌碌口供，就走人Byebye了。大家看见了吗？皇家警察是有做工的，政府没有发觉到吗？看来政府该考虑为每一名警员加薪了。

昨天踏上归途，到了离Genting山脚不远处，忽然出现车龙，心想，又出车祸了？拖了大约十分钟后，终于真相大白，有两位白蚁天使在路边进行Roadblock，好尽责哦！可是，选在半山的那种地方进行Roadblock，未免也太白痴了一点吧？一辆罗里要是停在半山卡住动弹不得，这样就制造了一场塞车，这些白衣天使，脑筋到底挂在哪？看来政府必须考虑让警察回去小学接收教育了。

住吉兰丹的朋友们都知道，在Peria还有Batu Jong附近有两座监视塔，让骂达上去“抓快车”，如果没有记错的话，这些监视塔是在去年建好的，采用不到一年，已经变成废塔了，塔上空无一人，只有个套上荧光衣的椅子(头上有帽子叻)，加上个长长像摄影机的东西伸出来。老爸说：“这些老玩意儿，拿来骗吉隆坡的人就可以啦！”纳税人的钱，就是拿来建废塔用的，真是一流到不行。。。老天爷啊老天爷，救救他们吧！

幕沙哈山总警长，看来你还得好好加油。

华哥之苦衷

2009-09-10T05:35:00.000-07:00

刘德华，就快年迈50了，婚事曝光，华哥好像十年没吃饭，满脸憔悴，可怜的华哥，今天终于把苦衷说出来了。。。。香港黑帮有四把枪指着他的头啊。。。各位华“粉屎”，满意了吧？人家都把苦衷说出来了，生命也可能分分钟有危险，阿弥陀佛，大吉利事来讲，华仔“不小心”被某个黑帮大佬杀了，有哪个粉丝，不，应该是粉屎，有哪个粉屎要负责？要是华嫂或是华哥人头落地，哪个白痴粉屎负责？他X的，这群牛头马面，真的是干到不行，真的是干，干，干！人家结婚人家的事，你们插什么手？现在华哥说出苦衷了，粉屎们可满意了？华仔与倩姐分分钟都会有危险，有哪个白痴粉屎了解？只会说华哥自私，你们这群白痴更自私，真的是他X的，我算不上是华哥的粉丝，可是遇到这种事情，袖手旁观不是我C－某的风格，打抱不平就是我。我敢敢站出来问问全世界的“倒华”粉丝，要是华哥的家人遭黑帮XXXXX，哪个粉屎肯负责？有吗？？可以说是没有，也不会有，只有会哭泣的白痴，对当初辱骂华哥的行为懊悔，那又有什么用？华哥的为人，不用多说，慷慨大方，要是有什么7788的大难风灾，华哥也是7788捐款。话说回来，我虽不是香港人，可是也知道香港的那些八卦周刊，胡言乱语，乱来报道华哥的东西，哇！大佬，放过人家一下啦，乱乱揭开别人的私隐，不知道什么叫PRIVACY咩？好心收手下啦。。。瓤华哥有个安静的日子过一过吧，那么喜欢揭开私隐，慢慢揭开自己的私隐吧！！！

注：此文章并非针对任何人，纯属本人之意见，若有雷同，纯属巧合。

呛声

2009-09-06T20:29:00.000-07:00

翻开娱乐报，看到华仔的新闻，真的好同情他，婚事曝光后，华仔的笑容好像是被媒体偷走了，每天神情憔悴，可怜的华仔。不过话说回来，C－某我看了新闻也要为华仔打抱不平。C－某我想问问华仔的粉丝们，你们到底是不是他的粉丝？是挺他还是倒他？我的老天爷啊，华仔不是人吗？没有私隐权？还是华仔不是人类，是从火星来的外星人？真的是干！人家结婚生子，要生男或女关你们X事咩？要问过你们这班牛鬼蛇神咩？你们这群粉肠(粉丝)凭什么要插手人家的家事？华仔会隐瞒你们这班粉肠肯定是有苦衷的啦，要是婚事提早曝光，天晓得又有哪个粉丝要来玩自杀？如果真的大吉利是有某个女粉丝又来玩自杀，哪个粉丝要负责？我说老天啊老天，救一救这群粉肠吧！连要当人家的粉丝都不会，回家拿一堆粪洒再自己脸上再说话吧！这口气不吐不快，也算是为华仔出了口气。。。。嘿！！！

P/S:翁总老蔡，不要再玩那种你吃我的大便我吃你的大便的游戏了，再玩下去，马华迟早TIK TONG CHIANG

脑残者

2009-08-26T19:27:00.000-07:00

这几天翻开报纸，看到的是两张熟悉的面孔，一个是Dato张庆信，另一个是Dato翁诗杰。老张指翁总向他拿了1000万没有错，翁总指老张疯言狗语，要告他诽谤，要把他告上庭。老张还厉害，扮镇定，叫翁总放马过来，翁总要老张赔偿他5亿做为赔偿，那笔钱会捐给慈善机构。

就是这样。老张说翁总“吃钱”，不过翁总说他胡说，到底谁说的话才是真的？没有人知道，他们自己才知。不过话说回来，c-某我觉得老张有点“脑残”。当大家问起老张关于PKFZ的问题时，这位KDSB的“CEO”就装傻扮蒙，说自己每“吃钱”(我没有指明老张你吃钱，所以不要告我)，反而还说翁总坐了他五次霸王机，没有还过一分钱，然后无端端说他曾经分三次捐了1000万令吉给马华，充作马华区会的活动基金。人家问他吃饱饭了没，他去答人家“我大便了！”，老天爷，人问东，他答西，老佛爷救救他吧。。。。

好啦，老张你口口声声说翁总收了钱，口说无凭，证据？？证据呢？RESIT呢？为什么不要直接拿出证据来指正翁总？还是老张你无中生有？哦！有可能老张你年纪大了，患上老人痴呆症，连翁总搭了五次飞机都没开过一张Resit给翁总，然后说翁总没还过钱，不然就是老张你患有“帐单恐惧症”。

KDSB被指向政府索款超支十仡，哦，记错了，是十五亿才对，老张是KDSB首席执行员，肯定坐立不安啦。昨天李华民向我国的“反贪污委员会”总部报案指有五方在PKFZ的14亿当中有“偷吃”之嫌，其中一名是老张。老张知道后又耍猴戏，促请“有关部门”彻查李华民百万豪宅的事情。妈妈眯呀。。。老张你不回应也就算了，还要转移话题，小的佩服佩服。老张又来了，又来玩“大风吹”，把责任吹给其他人，我说老张啊，赶紧去医院做个详细的身体检查吧，你脑残的程度越来越严重了。

P/S:我说翁总啊，如果翁总你得空到还有时间要告“脑残张”的话，不如翁总你好好想想要怎样管好翁总你的手下吧，车祸一天比一天多，一天比一天恐怖，难道翁总你看不见？把心思花在个脑残的老人身上，不如把心思花在工作，想想办法，减少交通意外的发生，不要让那些驾KANCIL的司机与重型罗里插身而过时提心吊胆。

给x叔叔的信

2009-08-24T05:44:00.000-07:00

亲爱的x叔叔：

别来无恙？首先我希望你节哀顺变，令“岳父”的离逝，大家亦深感惋惜，但是有些事情还是想让你知道，H叔叔你今年也四十七八岁了，年纪也不小了，这次回来大马出席丧礼，究竟H叔叔是以“准女婿”的身份出席Z老先生的丧礼还是以好朋友的身份出席丧礼？大家始终摸不透，毕竟H叔叔你的“隐身术”让大家大吃一惊,用雨伞就可以避免露面。。。真是高招。

H叔叔这次回来，还要聘请保镳，用雨伞遮脸等等大动作。不知情的人还以为是哪个犯人被控上庭无脸见人，原本是气氛严肃的丧礼，却搞到差点有冲突发生。Z阿姨的父亲逝世，照理来说，主角应该是Z老先生吧？可是，从丧礼的头到尾，主角不是Z老先生。当然，我不是指华叔叔当上“丧礼主角”,只是在这场丧礼里，Z老先生好像是“配角”，真真的主角是H叔叔,我看了新闻也哭笑不得。

H叔叔明明是跟Z阿姨有恋情，却要偷偷摸摸，好像做了亏心事似的，如果当天H叔叔当天光明正大的抛头露面的话，可能就可以直接接受记者采访，拍照，让粉丝及民众也都知道，大家也可以关心，早点接受采访，丧礼也可以顺利进行，也让Z家风风光光地送Z老先生走完人生的最后一段路，让葬礼圆满完成。更让本人不解的是，H叔叔为什么没有与Z阿姨送Z老先生走完人生的最后一程？据本人所知，丧礼应该是让死者孝儿女，媳妇，女婿等的身份送死者，可是，丧礼当天却不见H叔叔与Z阿姨的影子。。。真的是耐人寻味，难道H叔叔不是Z家“准女婿”，还是这是要反映H叔叔与Z阿姨的“不孝”？

当然，我本人是非常欣赏H叔叔，H叔叔你不是什么坏人，而且为人慷慨大方，大家都有眼看，不过这一次，H叔叔你是做错了。毕竟Z阿姨跟了你那么多年，还是无名无份，确实是有点奇怪，在此希望H叔叔会想想这个问题，再说，婚姻是一生人的大事，H叔你也不再是十八二十二岁了，还是尽快完成婚事，对Z家有个交代，并完成Z老先生的心愿吧。

大马的教育政策谈

2009-08-22T23:17:00.000-07:00

老妈今早刚从KL回来，手上又是一大袋的书，其中一本郑叔叔的《站在悬崖上》，非常有趣。郑叔叔出生于马六甲，毕业于培风中学及台湾政治大学新闻系，并拥有英国苏格兰史特格莱尔大学硕士学位，目前担任星洲日报副总编，从事二十多年新闻工作的他，有话直说，敢怒敢言，通过文章说故事，让人民看清某些事情。

郑叔叔曾评击大马的教育政策，本人读了郑叔叔的政策，真是同情他过去的遭遇，欲与大家分享。郑叔叔文章如下：

慕尤丁先生，你还得好好加油。

30年来，还是同一套台词，让人打瞌睡。

“独中不符合政府的教育政策，所以不承认独中统考文凭，也不会拨款资助独中”

30年前，我还是个小伙子，在马六甲培风独中就读；类似的官话，就已听了无数次。

至于是谁讲的已经不重要，有者可能已不在人间了。

那时候，听了很反感，但没有灰心或自爆自弃。

没有政府资助，就由家里每月付学费杂费；每年还大街跑，小巷钻，为学校筹款。校庆到了，还几百上千的向家里要钱，捐给学校。

出钱出力，家父从来没有怨言，他了解这是大马华人的宿命。

年轻时固然不在乎，但是看到国民型学校的待遇和福利，还是会有一丝心酸。

毕业时，考了一纸不错的统考文凭，但是不会有国内的大学或是大学先修班会正描一下这张文凭；而他们也根本不会说声抱歉。

然而，海阔天空，除了大马的教育部，全世界大学会正视这一张文凭，因此，我完成大学教育，感谢父亲，不感谢政府。

这些过程，不是我一个人的经历，而是很多华人的遭遇，有些同学和学弟学妹

，可能就此埋没了他们的潜能与才华。

别误会，我不是诉说悲情；华社再多悲情也没用，我们必须往前看。

而当我们往前看，往前走的时候，一些政策，特定思维，还是在原地踏步，30年也不变。

“不符合政府的政策，所以。。。。。”，说得简单轻松，自在写意'但是，有没有考虑华社及独中生的不平，委屈，牺牲；他们同样是大马公民。

当然，30年来，有些教育政策变了，如：大学增加了，大学校园出现了很多中东，非洲，中国学生的脸孔。

中东，非洲，中国学生，不懂得马来语，没被教导要爱马来西亚；然而，看来他们祖国的教育政策，比每一天学马来语，每周唱国歌，教导爱国主义的独中，来得更符合大马的教育政策。

这是什么教育政策？

读完了这篇文章，心情是复杂的，直至今天，“政府仍然没有承认独中的统考文凭，原因是不符合大马的教育政策。。。”老天，简直是疯言狗语，独中生也是人，也是大马公民，为何就不能在大马找吃？本人虽然并非独中生，但好歹也有一双眼睛，眼前所发生的事情，都一一看在眼里,大马政府如何对待独中中学，众人亦心里有数。

这些也只是关于独中的故事吧了，至于国民型中学的教育政策，也不见得有多好，SPM非巫裔考生都必须报考道德教育(PENDIDIKAN MORAL)。哇，大佬，我们读Science stream的要考好Bio,Physic,Chemistry，要背的东东都够多了，你们还安排多36个Nilai给我们背？？？真的是他@的，道德教育如果拿来跟历史比较，至少历史还有点出路，出来除了可以当老师，还可以当考古学家，等工作，而道德教育？？？当老师，还有。。。。。。？？？我想不出了。。。

想起那天补习时，数学老师对我们叙说他那时的SPM，根本就没有什么P.MORAL或SEJARAH等的科目，真是让人羡慕。。。。干！！！中学生现在所读的科目(就除了道德)，都是在日后可以派上用场的，就打个比方，化学，CHEMISTRY，物理学，PHYSIC，生物学，BIOLOGY，以后出来要当工程师，都需要运用这三个科目。难道一个工程师会运用道德教育里36个NILAI的其中一个NILAI来设计某某建筑物？或是用某某NILAI做研究？？？真的是干！！！

当然，我并不否认道德的重要性，然而，现在学生又有了一科PENDIDIKANSIVIK DAN KEWARGANEGARAAN，功能大致上与道德教育相同，但却没有被列入SPM的报考名单内，那原因又是什么？？？一个优秀生，如果道德教育得到了A1，日后出来社会骗钱骗财，那又代表了什么？？？代表了他的背书能力(TEKNIK PENGHAFALAN)非常优秀，人格却只有0分,这又有什么用呢？

另外谈到了废除PPSMI，英语教授数理政策，更是让C－某我不得不吐一口痰，英语是国际性的语言，在与上流社会交流，大家是会使用马来文或是英文呢？答案大家也心里有数，好在本少爷我今年后毕业，无需用国语来应付数理科，这样的一个大转变，简直就是在玩火，前首相敦马哈迪医生也说到，废除PPSMI，大马学生会变笨，以后的学弟学妹们可要吃苦了。当然，这是他个人的看法，教育部长绝对有理由不同意，不过事实是改变不了的，就让大家耐心等待吧！看看慕尤丁走的这一步棋是对还是错。人民自然会作出评审。

P/S:本人贴上此部落格，并非想对任何道德老师或任何人表示不敬，若有任何错话或不敬，请多多包涵。

。。。

2009-08-09T03:59:00.000-07:00

8月7日，清晨八时许，一辆载着十位青年的老车子，以每小时140公里的时速，往话望生的方向狂奔而去。车上，三名华裔，七名巫裔，车子的速度可谓惊人。再大约十公里的路程就可以抵达目的地。岂知司机鲁莽驾驶，车子因为后胎气压不足而失控，翻滚了三次，这，却带走了他的性命。。。。

车翻了后，他被送往医院急救，过后从吉赖被运往KB的USM急救，岂知医生宣布他脑死，心顿时裂开，清晨二时许，他。。。离开了我们大家。。。

此刻最伤心的，莫过于朱老师一家人了。。。

8月8日，清晨七时许，接到了一通电话，顿时变得无言。。。也只好祝福他安心上路。。。

这时候十六岁的年轻人，应该是每天陪朋友打球，上网，喝茶，过着快快乐乐的生活，然而，他，只有区区十六岁的他，确因为一名脑残的司机，而英年早逝，失去了性命。

他的离去，留下了许多回忆，留下了许多挥不去的泪水，也留下了大家对他的不舍。

大家所尊敬的何老师，今早也在周会提及此事而泪水直落，一时无言，片刻的寂静，顿时使气氛变得更位凝重。回想起大家曾一起度过的美好时光，大家眼泪也不听话的悄悄流下。。。

所谓生死有命，既然走到了这一种地步，大家也只能放下，并祝福他，愿他在九泉之下得以安息。

劲企。。。。我们将永远记着你，祝福你一路走好。。。。

一分之差

2009-08-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

5/8/2009 啊～好一个美好的星期三，我的学校派出了15个中四至五的男男女女，到了KB的某某学校比赛英语戏剧(DRAMA)。。。今年可怜到只有三间学校比赛。。。七点四十多分，我跟Jonathan两人爬上载着我们戏剧所用到的用具，背景，工具等等的罗里，咬紧牙关，忍着寒冷，以每小时大约70－80km/h的速度冲往了KB的那间学校。这个大约一小时又十五分钟的路程，除了能用“冷”这个字形容，另外也能用“臭”这个字来形容。路途中，一层层的雾水，打在脸上，配合着那冷风，真的快把我的脸给麻痹了，除了要忍受那迎面而来的雾水与冷风，还要顾好那些道具，哪怕你转个眼无端端就少了一块窗帘你都不知，不过话说回来，我也蛮佩服John,坐在罗里后面的沙发上(道具之一)，他还可以沉沉入睡，小弟可真是佩服啊！！！抵达KB时已经是九点多了，我跟John搬了东西下来便等其他的队友到来。。。

弄好了音响及其他东西后，人也到齐了，我万万也想不到，学校竟然带了30多个Supporter来看我们比赛，压力更大了，果真不出我所料，随后我真的成为了“连累”。。。

化好了装后，已经大概是十一点了吧，第一队表演完后就轮到我们了，到我说话时，起初还不错，谁知到后来突然紧张到肚子痛，搞到自己忘词。。。老天爷，在那一刹那，我的脑袋可谓完全空白，像是被颗炸弹炸了似的，完全不知所措，幸好Ah Teoh 提醒了我，我才勉强把戏演完，可是无意间吞了个句子。。演完后下了台，老师说我们演的不错。。。可是，这仍然改变不了成绩。。。

成绩公布时，我的心情是非笔墨可形容的。。。司仪念着：“The second runner-up goes to.....................................................PPD KUALA KRAI”随之而来的，是后面KB队的欢呼声，而我们这里，除了看见有些人勉强的笑容，有些则是垂头丧气，我也知道，我连累了我的队伍。。。

扮了奖后，我们叫其中一位评审老师，n 先生给了点评语，骇然发现，原来，我们与全国赛，只差了短短的一两分。。。而我，不用说，肯定是那其中的一分。。。。虽然眼泪没有流下，但是伤心与自责肯定免不了。。。心中出现了一个大大的裂痕。。破碎的心。。。无人知晓。。随后一个人走去礼堂外愣着，看看天空。。。叹气。。。唉！！！

回到学校，听到了不少风凉话。。。嘴巴生在别人的脸上，我无法一一阻止，对于那些给过我安慰的朋友们，我只能说声谢谢；至于那些疯言狗语的白痴们，请继续吧。。。

P/S:还有个第二名，也蛮不错了啦！！！感谢大家的支持！！！

老爸

2009-08-01T05:53:00.000-07:00

街灯悄悄的燃起来了，街灯的灯光在雨中显得更为孤寂，灯柱的影子淡淡地躺在马路上，丝毫不发出一阵声响，在这下着雨的下午里，我独自坐在客厅做Addmath,闪亮的闪电配合着响亮的雷声，不停的在我耳边徘徊。看看时钟，发觉时间也不早了,已经是七点多了，老爸还没有到家。。。心中的担心也油燃而起。。。眼看就快要七时三十分了，最后终于听到老爸那丰田四轮驱车熟悉的引擎声。。。老爸回来了。。。。我放下手中的功课。。。出去迎接老爸回来。。。在我眼前的是一个拖着劳累身子的中年人，手里拿着一个沾满了泥土的水罐及一个破旧的腰带，一步一步的走进了屋子里。。。

老爸洗了个澡后，便拖着那身子，一屁股的躺在沙发上，在我眼前看见了老爸的表情，老爸累了。。。真的很累。。。过后，老妈子也走来了客厅，陪老爸。。。。而我，则继续我手头上的数学，偷偷听听爸妈的谈话，惊觉发现，老爸今天再次与死神差肩而过。。。

老爸是名“泥机佬”，身边有个“跟车”及“电据佬”，跟车名叫“Pok Se”，年龄也将近5张，电据佬则为年轻，三十有余。跟车的主要工作，除了要用铁链绑好树木，也要提醒泥机佬，告诉泥机佬电据佬正在放树(据树)，不可以继续前进。。。天晓得今天这跟车出了什么问题，竟然没有告诉老爸说电据佬正放树，不可以继续前进。。。老爸驾泥机也有三至四十年代了，泥机引擎声可谓震耳欲聋，想可而知，老爸的听力肯定也不好了。有时在家从客厅呼叫老爸，只有短短的7－8米，老爸也听不到。。。。今天跟车没有提醒老爸，老爸便继续前进。。。突然一棵树突然倒在距离老爸泥机十米的前方，树一倒下，老爸仿佛是刚去地狱里绕了一圈，吓得脸都白了，立刻去把跟车骂个臭头。。。最后，老爸决定要换个跟车了，事情再这样下去也没办法，甚至会带走老爸的命，毕竟命可不是拿来开玩笑的。

其实，这也不是第一次爸受伤了，耳朵，手及眼睛，都纷纷受过伤了。。。不过老爸还是没有丝毫埋怨的熬过了。。。仍然坚持第二天继续工作，丝毫没有放松的意思。近来手又受伤了，每天叫我为他擦药，帮老爸擦药固然会很累，可是想想老爸工作更累，他受伤了，替他擦药，也是应该的，可是帮老爸擦药难免会让我觉得心酸。
感谢老天，幸好老爸安然无事，只是吓了一跳。。。老爸平常在森林里工作，从来不曾杀生，不管是穿山甲还是蛇，老爸都不会刻意去杀死它们，宁可等它们离开或是暂时换个地方。。。可真谓“善有善报”。

在今世能够跟老爸有这一段父子缘，也真的可算得上是我的福分，老爸为人正直，善良，孝顺，近来一直听见老爸对我提起在Sunway读书的哥哥，一直说到哥哥在外得到JPA后，除了读书，也过着蛮悠闲的生活，不是偶尔出去看电影，Shopping,就是在宿舍游泳。。。老爸口中虽然口口声声说道希望我业可以得到JPA，甚至到外州或国外深造，可是从老爸的语言中，依然是可以听到老爸对我这孩子的不舍。。。。

曾经来过我家的人都知道，我家客厅的桌子，放着许多我们一家的照片，老爸有时看了报纸没事做，便会静静的看着客厅桌子的照片，在楼上温习的我，有时仍然隐隐约约的听见老爸对老妈提起我和老哥的事情。。。

天下的爸爸都是一样的，有哪个老爸不希望自己的儿子出人头地呢？我老爸读书不多，学业程度也只有区区的PMR程度，16岁就跟随爷爷进山笆工作，吃尽了苦头。。。所以，他时常叮嘱我努力读书，不要踏上他的后尘，做他的“接班人”。我曾经跟老爸一起进过森林工作，在森林里才挨了几个小时便累了，甚至问老爸什么时候回家，老爸的苦，我真的可以深深的体会到。

晚上十点多，老爸便踏入了梦乡，暂时放下了沉重的工作，静静的跑去会周公，隔天早上又匆匆忙忙的去工作。有时也真可怜老爸的，早出晚归，回来冲凉吃饭后就是看看电视，过后又睡觉，隔天又重复着一样的生活，是我的话，早就发疯了。

老爸，谢谢你，有你这爸爸，是我的福气。。。老爸，真的很谢谢你！！！

衰！！！

2009-07-23T04:50:00.000-07:00

近来真是衰到爆
让只疯狗在网上疯言狗语。。。
干！！！
参加辩论！！！
华语辩论资料是我找(还有打印)。。。无端端让人说到我什么工都没做(徐老师有眼看)。。。干！！！！(中一小妹妹，童言无忌。。。算了)
工作一个人扛。。。又有人知道？？？(不，只会无端端让人痛批。。。无端端让人抹黑。。。干！！！！！我忍。。。)
唉。。。我敢敢在此向全世界承认我人是很小气。。人猿不好。。。样又衰。。。。让她站出来批评我。。。我默默接收。。。在此说声抱歉(对她真的蛮过分的)

我无端端被班上一只对某些事情毫不知情的白痴批评。。。。算了。。。他是为朋友出气。。。
我被人家说自己说到是一只人家养的狗。。。忍了一年有余。。。。还要无缘无故被“粱先生”宣传我小气惹人，惹事惹上人家的府上。。。。
粱先生嘴巴有时痒痒说我是只狗。。。我有时一笑而过。。。有时反驳他。。。大多数时间都是以忍字做人。。。(果然做人不易)
不过，嘴巴生在人家的脸上。。。我也不能怎样。。。
让Mr H诬赖我传他跟何佩怡。。。我无话可说。。。所谓清者自清。。。。只要我没吃辣椒。。。自然就不觉得嘴巴会辣。。。(我敢对天发誓)
粱哥哥嘴巴胡言乱语。。。。也就算了吧。。。。我懒得吵了。。。很累了。。。
就让全世界人知道我人是怎样的吧。。。如果有人觉得我小气或自以为是。。。。我也没办法。。。只能说声抱歉。。。。
毕竟粱哥哥在班上也偶尔会拿我来当作娱乐。。。。我也不要多说了。。。。天有眼。。我不怕。。。。。
粱哥哥。。。本人在此劝告。。。倘若不知实情。。。千万不要乱乱传啊。。。。
可能我本身也很有问题。。。大家也会这样想，我承认。。我不善于沟通。。。并不代表我天天得罪人。。。人家要怎样看我。。。我不能做什么。。。只能唉声叹气。。。。

可是，我要让大家知道！！！我不会被这些挫折影响的！！！

在一次。。。。在此对那些被我得罪的男男女女说声抱歉。。。

Mr Sucks

2009-07-19T01:58:00.000-07:00

'Tit tit'....My watch sounds...and when i look at the clock,i was a bit shocked...it was 3 o clock in the morning...and I still cant sleep....WHY?

This is a complicated question...
Yesterday my parents went to Jin chuan house and ask him(Or he can said it was quarrel instead)
The reason???Quite funny....

He called me a German Dog....
We were playing ping pong here at KSM...After tuition and study,I was extremely exhausted yesterday....When I was playing,he came...as usual he said "Wah,dog also know how to play ping pong ah...Walau...".....

There are 365 days in a year,and we are attending schools approximately >180 days....
Imagine this...
Every single day when you go to school,everybody keep calling you a DOG!!!!!
Well....He even gave me a nice name too "Bobby"(Nahhhhh,sure he will denied it wasn't him who gave that name)

While I was walking,he was following at the back,pretending that he was holding a rope on his hand that tied on my neck(Pretending like I was his dog,and he was my owner)....Childish fool.......

And what really made me felt that I was so dumb was that,I fetch him to tuition MAN!!!(That sucks)Fetching you to tuition and let you kept on bullying me????What the hell!!!

Bagai kacang melupakan kulit...
If I gave a dog a bone,it will shake its tail indicating appreciation...However for this "MR AMAZING" or should I call him a 'DOG' instead,he never appreciate it,however he bites me....

Yesterday I really intended to punch him on his fucking face...But I didn't....

I could still clearly remember that when I was in standard 6,I was always alienated by people in my class...(I was...I WAS arrogant for once) I admit....I admit it...

However,it gave a long effect to my life I guess....Sometimes I would still feel I was alienated by people... I regret on my arrogance....And I changed.....

Somehow,now that I told myself sometimes and even everytime I have to learn how to be alone....

And what really made me crazy is that this moron is spreading the news everywhere saying that my parents paid a visit to his house....(In fact,we did visited his house,because he ordered us to do so)....

How can I describe this idiot that waste the oxygen and natural resources on this little earth?
'Stupid' seems to be the best word I think....

Maybe people will think that I am wrong I am guilty...(He accused me of spreading he fall in love with Ho pei yi,whereas I WAS NOT THE ONE)...But nevermine....as long as I knew I haven't done anything wrong...I am relieved.....

p/s: To our dearest president of MACC...Stop fooling around,Mr Teoh Beng Hock is found dead in MACC headquarter...Your building....Then you said it was not your responsibility???? you are opening your eyes and speaking blind words....Use your brain to think...

What you do sucks!

2009-07-17T06:43:00.001-07:00

There is a special iindividual in my school...Lxxxxxx.....
From debate,choir,drama,prefect...All....All she wanted a place...
Debate district level, Godness and I was the reserve in the district level...
Ya,we did get champion in district level...(we help to find related information,maybe she thought we didn't)
YES!!!Up to state level!!!Wow...Godness and I was not in the 5 people list(not even reserve)
WTF!!!It must be the Lxxxxxx proposal again....
At choir,I was given the task as the head,to make sure everybody on the bus and safe and attend those activities...You!!!As the xxxxxxxxx,do your job....conduct properly,then keep your fucking mouth shut....Don't stop me from doing my task...You want to become head or wadever,thats up to you...But do not interfere with my task!!!

WEI!!!Asshole,use your little brain to think...Give some opportunity to others la...Everything wanna become head... Until you go to hell you becpme the head,I have no comment...Don't you know you are so irritating!!Back off lar.....Seeing your face makes me wanna kick you on your ugly face.... Let me remind you dude,people's patientcy got a limit,once the limit is over,people will burst and explode....Dont't always think that you are the all time HEAD!!! I am daring enough to criticise you here moron!!! Use your head to think!!!but not your ass!!! (P/S Don't sleep during drama practice,show that you are lack of commitment)

My deepest condolences to the family of Mr Teoh Beng Hock and Insp Koh

Unfair

2009-07-10T02:47:00.001-07:00

July!!!What an awesome month!!!Wow!!!!Choir at national level managed to get number 5 among 16 states!!!WOw wow yeah yeah!!!!Debate district level get champion somemore!!!Thrilling!!!But there were also somethig that is unfair...Our opponent is SYP 2 in the final...This is parliment type de debate...Each team will have 3 members...Our school's team was made up of Nik Ariff,Lily Tan,and Tan Yen Yen.... SYP 2 is made up of 3 girls...We on the competition...But the best debater goes to their school...OMG!!!What the hell man?!?!? EVen a blind person also can know that who was the best debater on that day....From style to contains,Lily is way too much better than our opponents...My gosh!!Even some other school's teachers also shake their head and said that the decision was unfair....the panel members was made up of 5 teachers,obviously,most of the panel choose SYP 2 third speaker because they thought that she have more contains than anybody else...BUT!!!!her speaking style is totally awful man!!!Its just like reading a script,no eye contact with the audience or the panel members,poor speaking style.....yet!!!she can still get the best debater award...'Congratulation' lady.....Pity to Lily,she gave her 101 % effort...but,despite her effort,she still didnot get the award...ITS UNFAIR!!!UNFAIR!!! Her speaking style was the best on that day...No doubt about that,I really can't understand what are those another 3 panel members thinking..My god!!!What a poor decision!!!Even if it is based on contains,our school have more than them,there is no doubt about that...Even last 2 year it was the same,choral speaking district level,we won number 1,but,after that,there was no news,no letter,or anything from PPD...Hell....Well,because Zainab was not the champion,that was the main reasn...Why SYP (1) was not given a chance?My god,PPD kuala Krai == p/s(Don't use ISA detain me...so scared)

Suckers In Kraix..

2009-06-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

Eh,dun u try to criticise people,or people will use blog to 'sue' you ah....Sei lor,why kuala krai got so many suckers....Lol,you yourself lie to people then you told everybody that you lie to people?Hell,did you use your rotten brain to think?Mr X?Muko tembok? I think it was you man...Better sucks off....Using blog to criticise people is actually not a good way,but I was forced to do so...Betrayal was the main reason....Bla bla bla...Wadever....Say wadever u wanna say...Thats up to you..The mouth is on your face...not mine,fat ass... Really made me mad enough....Dare you to told evrybody that I use my blog to criticise you,ok come on,spread the news man,let evrybody know the real story...SO that you are so proud of being criticise by people in a blog???Hahaha,maybe it was how you think,I can't stop you thinking in that stupid way...All I wanna say is,better keep your busty mouth shut la....Don't you ever know the word "EMBARRESMENT"???Just piss off.....

Holiday

2009-06-08T06:02:00.000-07:00

Come back KK d....haix...boring...miss Negeri 9 life...Stay at my uncle's house...So relax there T-T....Come back tuition somemore...Wan relax somemore oso cannot...

TOday morning went to play football....A bit late liao de actually,when reach the KSM junction there,i saw the car,clearly seen Kia Naza Ria Dxx xxxx....Driving at 30km/h,I made a sharp turn to go to the petronas junction near the restaurant there,go to see whether she is there or not....Ya,she is there,I saw her...Change a lot,the short hair,the perfect look...Change a lot....Happy?Sad?Angry?I don't know...Then,go daskoh round one round,go out the main junction again.my eyes are quick,see her sitting there,with her little brother,and parents....She did told me earlier she was going to KL...When reach the restaurant there,I try to speed...I just wanna left there as soon as possible...There were no cars on the 'kk highway'...I accelerate my motor...My mind was in a real mess....I rode until 80km/h untill 90km/h....The wind was cold,the view was really blurred due to thewater vapour...cold wind was tapping on my skin....I was actuaaly heading to Taman Kim Bee,the place I play football.....I was just very blurred...What the f*** Holly **** !@#$%^& SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!I often wonder why there was not a car come out and just BANG me to the bloody hell....Holly CRAP!!!!

My form was ok today,scoring a goal...manage to show some classy skills...but...my mind was still blurred...I hope that there is some one come and give me a super punch on my face and just let me lye there untill my breathe stops....My brother get University Monash offer(JPA scholarship,at least the goverment did something that was wise enough)...ME???This year...Sei lor....zhen hei sei lor...Have to gear up my study....

Once finnish playing football...I took my mobile phone... Menu>Inbox>xxxxxx 'I saw you just now'......

Well,what should I do?I felt like there is a large piano falling from the sky suddenly hit me...

'I saw you too'.....I replied...

Thats all....

Once,we were so closed to each other...But,I dunno whether it was the time or something else,our realtionship changes....Just like you were not the person I used to know....Maybe there is someone txting you or telling something bad about me,or you misunderstood me....Up to you la.... Haix....all I wanna say is,You made me absolutely frustrated and tottally dissapoint on you little girl....You were once the super woman that I admired,but now....NO...Besides,you have some other admirers....

Hoping school wil reopens faster,I want to go to school faster,to get back the study mood....Hehe,not everyday being lazy at house...Playing games,watching TV,dun wan lor

SPM SPM SPM!!!!Stay focus on the stupid SPM virus....1119 have to get A1....Really have to speed up my study liao lor....

(Additional blog:Walau streamyx,can improve mah>sienzz lor,everyday dc/cannot connect,boring lar...when people need streamyx you all keep letting it deterioratesLearn from those foreign countries...Download movie dunno how many minutes only.....Go die lar....Improve la...Everyday people already start to complaint,oso no improvement...=.=)

Late blog

2009-06-05T09:43:00.000-07:00

Well well well....Hahaha.... 1st of july,I am going to Johor....Yee haa!!!!Such a nice feeling....Hehehe,manage to beat Chung Hwa in the school choir competition....Wakaka....12 years didn't have such high achievement liao lor...Finally,we made it,and.....at least it is our present for our beloving friend,Syaza,who was hit by a car while going to school for choir practice...Haix....But at least still manage to go to the national level!!!!^^ WOW!!!!!!!!!It is awesome!!!!Wait for 2 years liao...last year de is Pertandingan Lagu-lagu Patriotik Perpaduan de,but this year de is MSSM de...Wakau!!!!Sibeh kao lat 4896!!!!!

But,somehow I have to say that,it was because the luck was on our side,thier choir(Chung Hwa)is awesome!!!When I listen to their singing...I felt like I was flying...MAN!!!That was totally outstanding!!!There were 100%perfect!!!!Totally perfect....And their pianist....SOOOOOOOOOOOO beautuful ^^....Same year as I,17 years old....first class oso...Geng eh....Hahaha...Don't think too much,just wanna know her only....Chung Hwa's choir are just so so so fantastic...Their singing was totally balanced...unlike some of the other teams...Its more like shouting than singing =.=....

Anyway...Like Uncle John say..."When they fall,its our crawl,its our way to JOHOR!!!!" hahaha...awesome...Johor,I am coming!!!
Adios Kelantan!!!Hola Johor... Hurra!!!Ganamos!!!!

Holiday

2009-05-29T06:07:00.000-07:00

Say bye bye to mr exam and hello to mr holiday....
Ahh~Finally the damn stupid examination is over.....Suffering in hell during exam.....
Well....Sunday is the big day...Compete with chung hwain choir singing competition....
As usual,we have practice,incentive practice....Even today(friday) also got =.=
Quite tiring...And I was a bit moody....One of our soprano,a malay girl met with an accident...she had a broken leg and needed to be transfer to KB hospital.....My god,now there is only 3 people left in our choir team....Competiting with one of the best choir team in Malaysia...helllllll!!!!!
Now lost one more golden sopranp...Deng lor...really hope forever hl will rejoin the choir team....Combined with caroline,and shuk lin they all....Sure can de...WHO KNOWS THERE IS ONE PERSON THAT RUINS OUR BEST CHOIR!!!!!DAMN IT MAN!!!!!Destroying the morale of the choir....Haix P/S:Not boy....
Walau...Could you stop all of those arrogant action....Cause unease among people la....Ji dan gao...Be humble a bit....And dun absent too often....Everybody plays their own role in the choir,and plz do not let your lazyness show a bed example to some other seniors....Be a good example lar...

My holiday???how I am going to spend it???Tuition+Extra class+72 hours in uncle's house+ many hours of gaming+a few hours of studying=HOLIDAY
Have to suffer two class of history again...Walau....Sienz lor....Si beh kao lat...D sejarah boring dao....This time hope that my modern math will get A1or A2 lor...If really can get then happy until will explode...wakaka...everytime B3-B4 oni....hehe....Loss marks in the statistics....haha ogive... Hopefully this time no problem hohoho....

For every BIRD PEOPLE in Malaysia...Be a wise and rational human being....Do not lie...Like a girl did to me....That was extremely "FUG""FUG FUG FUG" Please use your asshole to think lady....your little head is malfunctioning...Hahaha..

Mix Feeling...

2009-05-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

Today is my brother's birthday.He get matriculation offer...A nice present for his 18th birthday.As his brother,all I can do is support for sure.

There are a lot of story behind my brother and I.He is going to negeri sembilan tomorrow....Well...leaving me again.The beginning of the year,he went to work in Genting Old Town Coffee Shop there.When I was alone at home,I thought that I am going to be very happy,but....that wasn't how I really feel.....

He is leaving me again.This time for study....How did I feel??? Honestly...I don't really know how I feel...Haix.....

Nobody gonna fold clothes for me,wash those clothes at night,wash the plates,collect those clothes..... And...I can't listen to those lovely guitar songs again.....

During school days,its quite happy once I open the door,seeing that dude in the living room playing the computer.But...beginning from tomorrow,everything gonna change....change completely.... Nobody gonna try to stop me using the motorcycle,nobody gonna wake me up accidentally on the midnight.

Haix....really sad you know....Quarelling is a matter...but sometimes...its hard to say you know...If it wasn't the stupid exam tomorrow...I guess I am following the entire family to send my brother to Negeri 9.....Really hard to express my following.Its really hard to say good bye you know.....He is my brother.My only brother who grows up with me,playing,doing all sorts of crazy stuff...together for 17 years.......

Well,I can't say anything.All I can do is,pray for him.Hope that he will do his best in this Matriculation,and hope that I can pass my SPM with flying colours....

Its weird to say this...But,I have to say...I will certainly miss him

AND I AM PROUD OF HIM TOO!!!!!

Real dumb

2009-05-09T08:26:00.000-07:00

Well,everybody has it rights to talk...Of course,but there are some fat dude here quite stupid...What I meant is,his parents born him healthy as any other people.BUT,what is different on his big fat body is,HIS BRAIN IS STUCK... Let him be Mr T

I was in the tuition under the cold air cond there,gosh,damn hot man...
That fat dude came...

After he came,complaining about the hot weather,the air cond is blowing on my way...ahh~~~~How nice it was...
Suddenly.....

Mr T:Hoi adjust the air cond la
Me:What??You think I no need to blow the air cond?
Mr T:Sure la...
Me:Y?
Mr T:Because you no need to blow.
Me:You think that is your air cond?
Mr T:No that is my father's one.
Me:.................

OK...Thats fine,evening,I was playing football there,this Mr T and Mr X and some other guys which is living in the same place I live don't even greet me when they saw me,approximately from 10-20m away.Ok its all right,BUT what this fat dude really made me think that he sucks is that,he told some others that not to come near to me,because he is getting bored of seeing my stupid face.Come on,don't your parents even educate you?What is the function of your fucking brain man?

And do u think that calling people a dog in a class is cool and show that you are matured enough?Buck off....You have a big body,but you have a tiny brain which can't function properly.When people is talking about you,you will bust up people...What really worse is,when you are talking about people,then people talk back about you,what you say?You say that people are uneducated?What kind of sucking theory is that?Your parents teach you this?Bust up and use your asshole to think twice before you talk asshole...

Bird people....

2009-05-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

Choir...What do you know about this?Yea,a group of people...singing together ya?Yea....But for me,I don't think so...There are some complicated background you know???Why would I say so?I am with my school choir team practising today...Before I started the story,did all of you think that moving your head when you are singin g is a weird actionWell,there is a story behind this...October of last year,I managed to made myself in to the school choir team...Well actually,I think this is going to be a fun journey of all,but eventually,it was far too complicated than my imagination....11th of october,we managed to became the champion of the choir team of "Patriotic songs" in Kelantan....So eventually we were to represent Kelantan to the national competition.14th of October,I can still remember that date clearly...At about 2 or 3 o clock we arrived there(KuantanGrand Continental Hotel)After that we were divided into our rooms...At first the teacher put me with Mr L,Mr P,Mr H.But the teacher left his phone charger in the bus,so he called me to take it....When I came back and try to go to my room,that fucking damn Mr change a roommate on his own.Then I try ro ask him why he want to do so?He didn't answer anything...Then I ask,are you not satisfied with me?He said Yeah...Am I too sensitive.I don't really know,but all I can say that is this guy made me think thathe never used his head to think while he tried to do something...But what had gone is gone...Honestly I have to admit that,I have an eccentricity(moving my head while singing)OK!!!!Maybe it was a mistake K?BUt there are a few fucking guys in choir nowadays who like to humilate people by seeing on people's mistake...and purposely try to act like what I do(naturally).I will move my head,this is because I had been taking part in story telling competition since the age of 7.I myself can said that I am not bad when I am on the stage...(Well maybe because I am not a long serving member in the choir),these guys are real moron...Well,it is not even the teacher who try to criticise me，then where the hell did these stupid guys think that they have the ability to criticise my on stage performance????Just fuck off....Stop acting like uneducated people guys....

Actually,I am not so intend to write this blog.But there are something happening around me.I had stand all these pressure long enough....Mom came back late from jogging today,she have tuition on 8 o clock,so she called us to pack food on our own...At about 8 something,my empty stomach was grumbling,before that I did try to call a "FRIEND" of mine...Here was the conversation

Let this guy be 'X'

Me:Wei,X,later wanna accompany me to go eat dinner?
X:Don't know a,I scared my father no let...If I can go out then I CALL YOU...
Me:Oh,then never mind liao lah,bye bye..

I cut the phone...
Then go to pack food at Restoran Aniss here nearby...
When I go inside,I was a bit shocked.....
"My father no let me go out"
That is what told by MR X,a real real damn fucking guy...

I entered the restaurant quickly,6 guys sitting on a table,having fun(5 classmates of mine,one of them MR X,another non-classmate)
So I greet... "Hey guys"
Then I go away to the kitchen to order my food...
After getting my food,I walk straight away to the exit,greet them once more "bye guys"
I stared at Mr X for a while.I don't know how to describe his eyes...Embarresed?Regret?I don't really know...Then I left and reached home,sit in front of my computer and wrote this blog.... Mr X, a real real sucker....

Damn slow

2009-04-30T04:20:00.001-07:00

I really can't understand,why most goverment website is damn slow!!!
Everytime try to log in a goverment website,always no run...
Wad the hell,waiting for 10-20 minutes in front of the computer,but the damn website dun even appear,wad would u think??
For god's sake,streamyx....I pay the money man!!
Can't you all just let the speed go a bit more faster?
Don't they all know that almost everybody is complaining about the super low speed?
We customer pay too man!!
And sometimes kee on DC!!!!Shit...Improve la...LOLX